What's it like?

Dear you, What is it like to have someone wrap themselves so closely around your heart? How does it feel to know you have the power to make or break someones day? You have this over me. My day revolves around you... maybe not physically, but mentally. You are all I think about. That is an over used phrase.. "You are all I think about", but it's never been more true in my situation and I know for sure I'm not the only one who feels this way about someone. It's normal. When someone catches your heart they capture your whole being... everything in you. They manage your thoughts and everything you do. No one wants to admit it, but sometimes when your heart is taken over that person brings a lot of negative feelings into your life. You feel not good enough and after a conversation with that person all you can think about is what you said wrong and not what went right. It's stressful and heart aching. The pain that comes with loving someone isn't easy to get through thats why you need to find someone worth the pain.
So tell me darling, How do you feel knowing you have so much control over my emotions? Do I matter to you or am I just another girl who hopelessly adores you? I think I know that answer. You have all of me now. Don't take it for granted.
I don't think I'm the kind of girl that has guys up thinking of me. I don't think of me as someone who has that. I'm not that kind of girl. Sure, I can be pretty sometimes, but I don't leave guys breathless or anything like that. They don't fall all over me. I don't know what that feels like. I just know that if I did have that over someone... I'd treat them with respect and I'd treat them kindly because someone who only loves doesn't deserve the terrible feeling of not saying the right thing or not feeling good enough. I would never want someone to feel badly about adoring me. I would only ever be honored. Not annoyed. Thats the worst. When you feel like you're being annoying towards the person you admire the most.
I never wanted to annoy you darling, I just wanted to show you that I cared about you and that I'm someone you can go to. I am so sorry. Please, don't hate me. Please, don't go. Stay. Forever.